Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Ah my friend, long time no see

Master had me in the cage tonight. Oh such sweet memories of very deep and primal subspaces. Went to a nice, light one tonight. Will be good to get back to the deep ones, but maybe not the primal space so much.

We have been talking more about what our likes and interests are. i am once again opening up to the turn ons i had many years ago when i was younger. i've been almost shut down sexually for almost 3 years now, but its nice to see it all opening up again. i'm also discovering just how easy it can be to condition yourself to arousal. i've been reading up a fair bit on hypnosis lately and this morning decided i would to to see a professional hypnotist to help with weight loss. No problem there, but for a spare nano-second i had a thought of the hypnotist using me sexually while i was under hypnosis and planting a suggestion i would never remember it and then it happened - boom! Got so incredibly turned on, it wasn't funny. Remained that way all day. Have Master's permission to come when i go to bed in an hour or so and very much looking forward to that. i can't just cum though, i have to edge twice at first, then cum. It can be so hard, but i manage it. Asked Him earlier and He said 'no'. That was awesome, it just makes me want it more, Him more and to please Him more.

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