Master and i had a good chat this evening, getting much cleared up. Its funny how a simple talk with Him makes so much sense of it all and clears everything up. i feel secure in my status in His life once again. i've been working through many triggers in the last 6 months or so and i guess now i'm getting down to my core ones.
Its also interesting to note at the same time some of my deepest, most private fantasies are beginning to re-emerge and i am sharing them. In the past i always had this tremendous fear that my fantasies would be acted out, now i want them to be. The thought of Master making them come true for me, in His own way excites me no end. i never thought i'd ever find anyone i could trust these fantasies or myself to, so much.
i will be asking permission tomorrow to go and see a hypnotist, so i can lose weight. This will also begin to prime my mind for the process, for when Master decides to travel this path. He's turned on by it as well.
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