Ok, so last post kinda detoured from where i was wanting to go, but i felt it was important to let it flow.
As i was saying, so many issues i've held onto for so long have been worked through and released over the last 6 months, its been awesome. One of the last ones is this whole abandonment, rejection issue which has been coming up with the poligyny situation. i love the idea of being part of a family, of having others around. i love the idea of there being others to satisfy Master's needs because He deserves it. i really want this to work out because i do get along with sub L and i do believe there is no malice in her, i just gotta get this demon outta my head first. Its gotta be said as well, i love the idea of going down on other women for Master's pleasure. Had this desire to be on long term orgasm denial but have to bring others around me to orgasm constantly and be edged myself, just not allowed to go over the top. That sort of thing could really happen in a polygyny household and i'd love it.
The last issue i have to get through that i'm aware of is my weight. i plan on seeing a professional hypnotist for that, but i think it can be successful now. i can actually see myself getting there in the end. How amazing would that be?
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